i am a self-sustaining entity.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Sometimes i think i do things just to spite other people, or myself for that matter. and all these activities occur outside my conscious mind. it also involves doing the exact opposite to what other people wish you to do.

one of the not so latest things i've done is to cut my super-duper-ultra-uber long hair (by my standards) to super-duper-ultra-uber short hair (by shan's standards). which is actually quite short. and this is by no means extraordinary, except that i cut it 1 day after i finished my polytechnic semestral exams. at the advise of 350984360945437 teachers that i might get debarred or not be permitted to take the papers because of improper hairstyle, i stuck with it.
in a grandiose show of lunacy, i shaved it 1 day later.

and the incessant stupidity continued when i finally decided to kick my biggest vice. yes that is after 350984360945437 X 3 of my schoolmates/classmates/close friends advised me to kick it. and kick i did, when it dont matter any more that is. well it's been 9 days counting, but i'm sticking through it cos i'm pitting my body against my mind. 1 hates the other; it's inate.

this nonsensical habit is inside me and has been dormant for quite a while now. but undoubtedly, it has been incited by a very special someone. thanks yo.

which brings me to my subject matter. this paranormal activity, lest it already has a valid term (!) shall be labelled aptly the...

Delibrate Contradiction Movement.

the DCM is absurdly self-gratifying as it is mortifying to the public. which just adds up together in my case. me and my sadistic self. it creates a holistic experience to fuel my morbid persona.

besides, it is now anybody's guess whether i would do things according to what people deem 'normal procedure' and give out favours i normally would. if i decide to wage war that is. unpredictability is the spice of life.

and let me tell you, it could liberalise you. lest you brand it as a cheap thrill. do not dismiss my notion, no not yet.

one of my mantra's has always been 'life is what you make of it'. similarly, your DCM can be what you make of it:

example 1: you could purposely trample the grass patch outside some government building which displays 'NO TRESPASSING' in bold. now that is stupid.

example 2: purposely date a fugly guy/girl who's the polar opposite of your ex whom he/her completely detests. and openly parade him/her in front of above-mentioned ex. c'est magnifique!

and now, don't knock it till you've tried it boys and girls. knowing that you're going against how your mind would normally respond releases the shackles of the mundane and monotonous life you lead, if only for a while. see, i'm beginning to make sense!

now let's make this clear, this blog post does not in any way condone nor encourage any acts of violence or downright impudence. nor does this blog post encourage you to pit yourself against authority (ie mother, girlfriend(s), policemen, teachers). i dont want to go to court as an accessory to crime you bloody scheming slobs.

sammy says. at 2:02 AM