i am a self-sustaining entity.

Monday, January 15, 2007

i have a plan...

which i told shan about already. i want to go to the states before i enlist.

yes the states.

kind of tired with people asking me when the last time i was back there. how things are going over there. when i'm going back.

besides i was born there now right. so it would be like the salmon swimming through the sea and back into the river where it was born in. tracing the route of its ancestors through scents and natural markers. but i'm not going there to lay eggs you depraved lunatic.

and i know it's going to be easy. cos my biological father still resides in cali (i think) and i'm sure he'd jump at the chance to mail me tickets. so this post acts as a reminder for me to carpe diem! i'm such a lazy asshole you'd be surprised.

it'll be bliss. cali.. vegas.. mexico? possbilities endless. heck i want to go to newport beach too. better set aside one month and loads of cash.

which brings me to my next point..

I'M FINALLY GOING TO GRADUATE!!!

and i can hardly wait. i've got my jobs lined up for me already. and my budgeting all planned out. sorry all my schoolmates out there who harbor so much good memories in NYP and shit. i love the school yes. i love the life and all of you. but i'm not the study type! and i cant wait to leave the education circuit.

i have to live my life the way i want to. away from shelter and protection. i want to buy my:

1. Agnes B watch
2. A new wardrobe
3. A new life
4. My own apartment (maybe rent cos it's more feasible)

maybe it's cos i've got my future sorted out already. that's why i'm so cocksure. ah well it's my life.

ah well life's all about planning. good planning and bad planning.

make sure yours is the former.

sammy says. at 12:13 AM