i am a self-sustaining entity.

Friday, January 12, 2007

yesterday is the day i found out...

that i have to stick a label on everything. i will not be satisfied until i do. every question must have an answer. every object must have a name. everything must satisfy my curiosity.

EVERYTHING MUST GO MY WAY.

and that translates me to be extremely anal-retentive. which i know is a bad thing but i wonder if it could ever morph into something else. like a mantra for getting rich.

it's nice to be able to say "be anal-retentive." i mean cut the "be hardworking", "set targets for yourself", "sleep with your boss's mother" bullshit advises. done and dusted. break the mold please.

i've reached this age where i'm defining quality companionship as reality checks. where people tell me my faults. my problems. right in my face. i like it. i know i'm perfect. but my pretense-flaws musn't be too irritating.

and i believe that people only correct you cos they care. and i'm blessed with friends who do. not many. but enough to last my lifetime.

so all you cheapskates out there. your advise better be fucking good if you intend to scrimp on my birthday present. = )

1. thank you grace for lending the drumset.
2. LOADS of pictures coming out soon in the event that i do receive them.

sammy says. at 1:08 PM