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Friday, March 03, 2006

hey sorry for the lack of post yesterday.. was feeling pretty ok the whole day till samuel started me on a topic i didnt really wanna talk about. yes that dreaded one. so i spent the whole evening brooding and being emo. grrr stone him.

today is swimming day! i was actually not supposed to be in school cos my mum gave me 20 bucks to see a doctor today cos i was feeling 'unwell' but i decided against it cos i gave samuel my word that i would turn out to swim. so whats so fun about 3 tep guys skipping duties and running off to the pool to swim? you'll be damned! the weather was fantastic today and we had so much fun jumping in the pool, tanning, jumping in again, doing laps, playing lame rope stunts and breath tests. havent had so much fun in a long time. "hey my indian friend! does this look familiar?" that sentence is immortalised in my mind. its really a guys joke and i must show it for you to get it. i remember shutting my eyes while seng kang, samuel and i were getting a tan and i asked them to close their eyes and envision being on a beach. and then sining weezer's island in the sun. fanfuckingtastic! it left me so happy the rest of the day. and not to mention tired. but today was really special. male bonding and all. and i remembered telling them "now i know why all of the students from the last batch were so disappointed and sad to leave tep- this is the life they were having." a pity it is my last stopover and its coming to an end soon. a far cry from my nightmare days in crmcc2.

after swimming we headed over to bpos for a game of daidee. we were at the table at the back and right next to us were another group of girls playing uno. guess what? teacher came in, caught all of them and took down their particulars- for the purpose of receiving a personalised warning letter. mind you these stupid letters mean an automatic degrade. means an A would become a B and a C would become a D. dangerous. the blind teacher missed us who were playing a more 'harsh' card game. and worst of all the cards we were using belonged to one of the girls who were caught. well guess its all a matter of sleight of hand at the end of the day. quickness and guile = )

tomorrow i'm finally gonna be on mc. for gastric i think. gonna make full use of the whole day to get some much deserved rest. 17 hour days are bloody killing me! especially after you swam and went out in the sun in the afternoon. i was so tired that i actually couldnt even last a few hours in the night with the boys. so i had to cancel our brokeback mountain movie date. double gay!

talked to two of my close friends today. everything needs closure. thats cos every story has a beginning. therefore they need an ending. believe me you can never move on in your life without settling the things that are unsettling you. if your arm is infected, cut it off even if you know you will lose it forever. dont risk it infecting the rest of your body. there's no way it can ever heal since it's terminal. so in life you have to make tremendous sacrifices so as to become a more wholesome person. it might hurt now but it will surely be good for you in the future. trust me.

sammy says. at 1:45 AM