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Friday, February 17, 2006

ODE TO YOU

one day i'll learn to forget you. one day i'll move on.

for the past 6-7 years. and the past 10 months.

thank you for existing in my life.

for teaching me what it is to love.

i ever told you i'll die happy. cos i've experienced true love. and that makes me greater than a lot of people out there. i still believe so.

for you were my first ever. and the best ever.

sorry for the times i'm not around. you know i try to be. all the time.

and sorry for the mistakes i've made. i'm only human. but i tended to be a quite sucky one = )

i'm not a great boyfriend. cos
i know i've got an ego. pride. and i know i dont give in to you all the time. i know i promise too much and deliver too little. and i said lots of nasty stuff i dont mean.

i'm selfish and quite conceited too.
see my point. i'm talking about myself now when it should be about/for you. = (

you have been brilliant. my driving force. my motivation. my source of strength. you made me experience what i've been missing in my life. and taught me so much.

looks like you're never gonna see me be rich and treat you to that restaurant in holland. haha = )

oh my god i cant go on. dont wanna be seen crying. i'm weak see.

in short. grace you were the one girl with magic.

and i know you loved me a lot. you just didnt dare show it.
cos you silly girl you. you're afraid that i might hurt you.

thanks for giving this relationship another shot.

guess it seems like we aren't made for each other after all.

as it is i cant believe that you're gone. you left so suddenly. i still cant face the fact that you're no longer in my life anymore.

but the past 10 mohths; it was the stuff of fairy tales.

may we meet again some point in our loves. and laugh at how silly we were in the past.

i'm sorry i cant be the man of your dreams. but you are always gonna be the love of my life.
and i never regretted anything.

grace thank you.

sammy says. at 1:48 PM