Tuesday, October 18, 2005
GIRL YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY!

today is me 2nd day of TEP and i'm still not friggin late! quite a record for me really cos i could never have managed to arrive in school by 8.30 am. i mean for real i used to come for 9am classes at 10.10. ask anyone.

last night waited quite long for my dear to call me.. as i drifted in and out of consciousness i had several nightmares. one involving my parents quarelling and the other involving some weird game. its the most horrifantabuloustic feeling in the world i tell you. the gruelling task of keeping your weary body awake and battling mindfuck.

so i called my mum today to ask if she was indeed quarelling. and guess what? she wasnt! boy oh boy was i glad i was so wrong! she sounded so surprised and i thought i was delusional but lets not come to that. the highlight was i told her i missed her! to my mum! i havent said that in 2 years. and then the funniest thing happened. my mum sounded so grave as she told me how i can depend on her even if the earth caved in and that she didnt raise her kids to become adults for nothing - she thought i was in serious trouble or that i was contemplating suicide. ROFLOL! mums are funny people. but i love her to the heavens all the same.

met my gracie for chilling in the evening. she looked so stoned and tired. until she bought a skirt and a top! and then you should have seen her face. sometimes the men just dont get it.

found out that i could play a far more significant role in her life as a boyfriend. not just a fairweather one. but what i really want is to be the first person she runs to in times of trouble. i pray to God that she may never run into any but still. thats what i really wish for. love you dear you mean the sun moon stars entire constellation all the universes combined with all the galaxies put together with chocolate sauce and sugar coating on top to me. i wanna understand you a lot more. and make you fall in love with me every single day. ; )

then tomorrow we officially start work as telephoneslaves under the guise of 'call centre professional'. humourously i now undertake the worst job i ever imagined. the one i loved to diss on the phone for wasting my time. tomorrow i begin the transition from scorner to scornee. and i'm beginning to wet my pants already.


sammy says. at 11:38 PM