Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I have come to a conclusion. no i'm sorry i'm not going to take my life yet. i've come to a conclusion that i don't blog so much simply because i have nothing interesting to blog on. everyday is so mundane and repetitive. its about the same drama with the same actors and no plot deviations. the credit for this astounding finding however does not really belong to me. it just chanced upon me when i view her blog. she doesnt need to elaborate. doesnt even need to record every interesting thing that occurs in the day. half of it makes for a good read already. so for somebody who's life is as boring as mine, i have to spice things up with the skill of literacy and imagination which if you know me, is quite sorely lacking. i'm talking about meaningful and genteel conversations, not verbal diarrhoea of course. dharma-istic enlightenment? oops bullshit again.

so what am i doing now? currently sitting in the com labs, supposed to do my marketing management project but taking a break. facing impending doom in the form of 2 malicious and crushing quantitative papers. the harbinger of death knocks on the 14th and 15th of July, 2 days away. and i know nuts currently. but my biggest concern should be the events that should or rather should not be occuring tomorrow. its the 13th! my 3rd month into this beautiful relationship. and i must at least dine with her every 13th. would maintaining this statistic equate to doing badly for business finance? geez i sound like a nerd already.

anyway i'll like to take this moment and space to shamelessly tell the world that i love my girl. its been a good 3 months so far. of course it had a bit of problems but it was largely surprising because i thought it would be far more turbulent. with every passing month, this relationship starts to take shape and dictate the bright future awaiting us. and i'm not good with girls i know. but i'll never cheat you. never let you down by liking another person while i'm with you. thats the least i could do. for someone as insensitive as a block of wood. hope you can give me a bit more time to understand you better. i'll try my best if only you'll let me. love you.


sammy says. at 4:11 AM