Tuesday, May 31, 2005
its 3.40 am now. just came back from prata. even though i have to wake up at 8am tomorrow, i figure that 30 mins less sleep wont make much of a big difference. really didnt intend to blog today. cos normally when you're back late, you just wanna wash up and go sleep. but i want to beat myself today. i want to win myself. and i want to prove everyone wrong! especially my little gracie. thought i wasnt gonna blog right? = ) anyways, i have to keep this habit of blogging. cos i know that there's lotsa people anticipating my posts. not that i want to flaunt or whatever. but if you make the time, i'll make the effort. : ) it goes like this. if i think i'm too tired or too busy to blog, i'll make it a habit and it'll go downhill as i'm probably as busy and as tired tomorrow. and then i have to write those stupid "sorry i havent blogged in so long" posts again and try to earn everybody's trust again. its like the boy who cries wolf. i know it sounds trivial and insignificant but i know it means a lot. i really do. moving on.

what happened today? lots of stuff. it was a hell of a busy day. but hell, i love busy days. grace woke me up at 8am to study for my test. i snoozed for 15 mins. studied for 30 mins. snoozed for 30 mins. studied for 5 mins. which makes 9.20. then i snoozed for 40 mins. studied for 10 mins. then i finally got up. its funny how the Z-monsters tend to attack you when you got important stuff to do like study for tests. oh ya i really got up cos i flipped to the introduction section of the notes and found the weightage of the test to be 20%. 20 fucking percent for a first test how about it! it turned out to be quite a farce. for 20% you expect to be doing 30 questions but i only got 3 questions. 3 measly pathetic questions that equate to 15 marks. fanfuckingtastic. thank God i studied the right stuff. tried to cheat but alas, nothing i cheated about came out. time to try being more honest.

then i proceeded to spend my 5 hour break to do my CRM project. the solo one. the business law test mentioned earlier started at 11 and the teacher gave us 55 bloody mins to do it. does he think he's teaching Chao Yang special school students (no disrespect). if i wrote my answers and then cancelled it and then rewrote it, i still would have time for a manicure. so hell. i was left with 5 hours which i obviously wasted the major part of. but i did eventually manage to complete it albeit with 2 mins to spare. wish you could step into my shoes. its one hell of a rollercoaster.

started work at 6 cos the waitress is still in malaysia and my mum is left to do a superwoman by running the joint by herself. business was slow but bearable. maybe its cos i knew i was gonna meet my girl after work. i had to forfeit the marketing management lecture because it ended at 6 and i had to start work at 6. really i'm a good boy. so i was pleasantly surprised when work ended at 10pm. you know how it is with restaurants. its never busy and when you're about to do closing, everybody fucking comes in. more so if your restaurant is like mine which doesnt close until the last customer leaves, which sometimes mean going home at 2am. i thank God we managed to cap off a miserable night properly. 10pm. what a God-send. gave me time to try to surprise my dear by visiting her at her workplace. but i wasnt really sure whether she finished work at 10 or 11 so i messaged her prior to going. that of course spoiled the surprise. but i'd rather i spring a surprise on her than her springing a surprise on me by telling me she's at home when i'm stuck in novena.

so she saved me a bloody wicked almond and another almond whatchamacallit. thank you dear. your cakes make meeting you worth it. just kidding of course. she told me about her day with the horrendous Jason and some sick fuck stealing her uniform. geez, interested parties for a Jason bash-up please mail me to enter the fray. of course i'm not pointing fingers at the culprit. i wouldnt do that would i? = ) then i sent her home. read more about her day here.

my last stop was meeting up with shan and jeremy. to have supper. began at 12.45. ended at 3.40. played daidee, drank 1 can of oolong tea and had 6 packets of pappadum. what the fuck is wrong with me. sa-na.. as usual, we lost to shan. dammit that guy hides the daidee in his skin or something. its always in his hand. and he always wins. its like we all have a 33.33% chance of winning right, cos there's 3 of us. but that fucker always tilts the odds to win. he beat a four-of-a-kind, a king fullhouse, whatever. there's just no stopping him. wicked sick. the only consolation was that supper was on him. that always eases the pain. thanks shan. time and time again.

and that leaves me with me now. blogging past 4am already. wonder what time should i set it as. another long day to look forward to tomorrow. looking forward to seeing my beloved. love you all. thanks for spending time with me. thanks for spending time in a day of sammy's life.


sammy says. at 7:05 PM